Blah Blah Blah!

Then and now(ish)

Many of you would have seen this "before" photo posted on my old blog but I just feel I need a bit of encouragement at the moment to remember where I have come from. So I am putting it up again.

I am struggling to stay positive right now as I hopped on the scales this morning and 89.9kgs flashed before my eyes.. I desperately want to stay under 90 after all the work I have been putting in.

Why am I stuggling with food so much?? I just don't know. What is there in my life that I need protection from? (often the reason we stay fat)... Am I stressed? Not really, am I sad? No- bored? Hardly! Happy? YES! I just don't know!

Any ideas would be welcome! As anything I seem to try at the moment ends up with me putting more weight on. Even NOT trying!

GRR!